8/22/05

Awaken...

100% Pure Terror
Awaken instantly,
suddenly,
no luxurious laziness
into the morning.

I haven't heard Jeremy all night.

So this is what cold sweat feels like.
My body begins to react with hysteria -
headache, nausea, frozen heart,
forgetting to breathe.

But my mind is clear -
except for the fear itself.

I will not call the paramedics.

I will take care of him myself,
because I'm supposed to,
and I know what's ahead of me.....





Never mind.
.

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