8/13/05

There are times...

There are times -
like tonight
when I am absolutely terrified -
too scared to do anything
but drown in fear,
barely able to breathe.

Two thoughts do this thing to me.
The thought of an almost 4 year old boy
possibly dying,
and the sure-heart knowledge
that Jacob may have died
because I wasn't there to stop it.

Brains eating my stomach.
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