9/30/05

Anniversary


Anniversary Day of Death

I have a cat, a very nice cat normally,
but every once in awhile - she attacks.
If you're foolish enough to get too close,
her royal little highness during one of her moods -
you'll pay.

There's nothing to be done,
but keep your distance, or lose your skin.
Simple as that.

I am like her on this day.
I want to unsheathe my claws,
and hiss my rage.
Tell me "good morning" and I'll say "go to hell".
Simple as that.

Don't come near me,
I am like glass, eggshells,
and you are the one walking on thin ice
if you tell me "good morning".

I don't want to look back and remember,
that's all I've been doing for the last year.
But not on this day.
Today, I want to hate with all my heart
the pain of the past and the pain of the future without my son.

On this day, I want somebody else to pay.
.

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