It hurts....

My Baby Jacob

It hurts...
I'll never see another smile, the special smiles that made it all worthwhile.
It hurts...
I'll never hold him again, my arms will always miss him.
It hurts...
I'll never watch his brother give him a bath or kiss his foot again.
It hurts...
He never knew his daddy and his daddy missed knowing him.
It hurts...
Because I loved him so much.
It hurts...
Because I'll never know him as a child, a teenager, an adult.
It hurts...
Because he died, only a baby.
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