Too Much Thinking

This is Too Much Thinking

How can I be the mother of a dead child?

If the child is dead, are you still a mother?

I still find it unbelievable that I have a dead child.

Do you get the feeling that I'm trying to drum it into my head?

How can a person "have" a dead child?

I mean... I obviously don't "have" him, he's not here...
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