6/2/05

How...

How am I supposed
to resolve having a birth defected infant,
when that infant
isn't around to help me face it?

I mean, really.
It's asking a bit much.
The least I should have been able
to do was prove
that I would have been
a good mother for him.

A Super-Mom at the very least.
.

1 comment:

Kathleen said...

You might often ask yourself.How?Why?But think of it this way.Why not me?I was born so called normal.At the age of 7 months I had a fever was taken to the dr he gave me a shot that isn't on the market anymore.I am now 41 yrs old.I was diagnoised with cp,stroke the last was water on the brain.I have a cyst on the right side open lip schizencephaly.I've learned to deal with it because Goid put me here to teach others.I had a brother that died at 42 with frontal lobe dementia I miss him greatly.I will see him again.If God didn't want you to have Jacob he wouldn't have put him in your life even for a short while so treasure that time don't be mad at him.